My cousin Mel is the sweetest most generous person I have ever met. I didn't think it was possible for someone in my family to be so amazing. She's very kind and doesn't treat me like the rest of my family. She treats me as an adult, but also a teenager. She's really cool, and still knows how to act like a kid.
She's not bitter at all. She's actually happy. Even though I miss home and my friends, I can already feel myself healing. I guess it's like spraying medspray on a wound- it stings at first, but it gets better.
It does get better.
~R
Saturday, July 9, 2011
Friday, July 8, 2011
My New Best Friend...
Is a one year old black Pomeranian fuzz ball. Normally I'm allergic to animals, but this little guy (Bibi) has yet to send me into much of a fit. The fact that I've been washing my hands and not petting him too much helps.
He's pretty chill. He just sits here next to me and does nothing. He weighs less than ten pounds and doesn't like rough play like me.
Also like me, he was torn away from his home to live here with my cousin.
I miss Skip-it, but this new puppy seems sympathetic. I've only been here one day and he knows that I'll protect him from the 2 year old Jackson.
He's my dawg B[
-R
He's pretty chill. He just sits here next to me and does nothing. He weighs less than ten pounds and doesn't like rough play like me.
Also like me, he was torn away from his home to live here with my cousin.
I miss Skip-it, but this new puppy seems sympathetic. I've only been here one day and he knows that I'll protect him from the 2 year old Jackson.
He's my dawg B[
-R
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Fuck Everything
I'm SO sick of mom. I'm sick of EVERYONE in my family. I have NO stability, no support and nothing but a bunch of shit on my shoulders.
Mom expects the entire fucking world to bend over backwards for her and it's starting to REALLY piss me off. God forbid she acts POLITE when someone says no to her. God forbid she actually, I don't know, NOT have a pissfit when someone can't help her. Yes, I know that she's been screwed over, but FUCKING HELL. She's so... BITTER. Yeah mom, I'm in the exact same boat as you, but I'm at least doing my best NOT TO TURN INTO YOU.
There's a lot that I should be mad at her for. There is. I know there it. But I've forgiven all of it. The one thing I CAN'T forgive though is being so fucking RUDE and BITTER towards everyone around her. I'm doing my fucking best to go through with this move without any complaints, but Christ...
She makes me feel like I can't do anything right. I'm just a big fucking screw up
Fuck everything.
~R
Mom expects the entire fucking world to bend over backwards for her and it's starting to REALLY piss me off. God forbid she acts POLITE when someone says no to her. God forbid she actually, I don't know, NOT have a pissfit when someone can't help her. Yes, I know that she's been screwed over, but FUCKING HELL. She's so... BITTER. Yeah mom, I'm in the exact same boat as you, but I'm at least doing my best NOT TO TURN INTO YOU.
There's a lot that I should be mad at her for. There is. I know there it. But I've forgiven all of it. The one thing I CAN'T forgive though is being so fucking RUDE and BITTER towards everyone around her. I'm doing my fucking best to go through with this move without any complaints, but Christ...
She makes me feel like I can't do anything right. I'm just a big fucking screw up
Fuck everything.
~R
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