Fuck Everything

I'm SO sick of mom. I'm sick of EVERYONE in my family. I have NO stability, no support and nothing but a bunch of shit on my shoulders. 


Mom expects the entire fucking world to bend over backwards for her and it's starting to REALLY piss me off. God forbid she acts POLITE when someone says no to her. God forbid she actually, I don't know, NOT have a pissfit when someone can't help her. Yes, I know that she's been screwed over, but FUCKING HELL. She's so... BITTER. Yeah mom, I'm in the exact same boat as you, but I'm at least doing my best NOT TO TURN INTO YOU. 


There's a lot that I should be mad at her for. There is. I know there it. But I've forgiven all of it. The one thing I CAN'T forgive though is being so fucking RUDE and BITTER towards everyone around her. I'm doing my fucking best to go through with this move without any complaints, but Christ... 


She makes me feel like I can't do anything right. I'm just a big fucking screw up


Fuck everything.


~R